Sinking.

#accurate

-long walks
-Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
-shameless clothes shopping
-chocolate ice cream
-Ben Folds
-old photos
-pretending things are awesome until they actually are

Noted

(Source: this--too--shall--pass, via malaspulgas)

Sometimes I feel like Facebook is the worst invention ever because it makes you feel like you have a lot of friends, but in reality it’s just a giant group of people who like your profile photo but never talk to you in public and you never hang out or go on adventures or talk and that’s just really disheartening? And I feel like it’s going to be so strange next year when it feels like we’re all staying in touch, but may never actually see each other in person ever again.

No no no no no no no no no no no
I hate summer I am melting
And my insides hurt from sinking into bed all weekend
And I don’t want to have to talk to anyone tomorrow and it literally feels like a black hole has opened up under my chest and every good thing that has happened to me this year has fallen into it and can’t find its way out
I went to the park to write earlier
And it took two hours for three sentences to come out of my pen
My mind is so blurry

“I don’t want to turn you into a major dick or anything, but you really need to stop letting people walk all over you.”

After knowing me for two weeks, my coworker already thinks I’m a doormat. I try be kind to everyone, even if they’re assholes, and I used to think that was one of my better qualities, but it is actually really not a fun way to be because people think they can treat you any way they want to and they can because you let them. Over and over again. And you will bend over backwards trying to please every single person you meet regardless of how mean or flippant they are to you and AJDJRJDOWPRJ. I am just constantly carrying around all of these sad feelings that I could easily get rid of by just growing a stupid backbone.

Things you should not do when your friends are out having fun without you:
1. Sit at home and think about how your friends are out having fun without you

Basically

Today was terrible because I was still mad about yesterday being terrible and then the ap calc test went worse than I imagined and then I had block English and then I had to work and then I had an interview and then an old lady flipped me off and then I went on a long long walk and tomorrow is the ap lit test and everything is annoying bye

Missed the Boat | Modest Mouse

(Source: serialchillers)

I don’t really know where to put feelings
When I get angry I fall asleep
When I get sad I try to stuff it away
And it builds up and builds up and before I know it I’m crying because we’re out of paper or chocolate chips or because I couldn’t find a parking spot at the grocery store
And I’m not really sad about those things but no one knows that and I am “that girl” who cries everywhere about the most trivial, insignificant inconveniences

Khaled Hosseini

(Source: hellanne, via 24ribs)

I want to climb to the top of a mountain
and yell and yell and yell
until I no longer feel like the inside of a volcano
trying to keep her lava from spewing over
and reducing entire towns to liquid

Everywhere I turn hourglasses
send their last grains of sand
careening towards their graves
and I’m still not sure how to convince you
that I’m worth it

(Source: nevver)

If Winter lasts 7 years on Saturn
I think I can shovel this snow
From between my rib bones
For a few more months
And maybe one day
You’ll beam your warmth in my direction
And melt the glaciers blocking
Blood flow to my frozen heart
This cold bleeds through
My strongest mittens
Straight to my milk-white flesh